'green' and bear with me

so the past week has been tiring and fun and all those other adjectives that people use to describe something undescribable... get me? anyway, i got my wish of not defending on monday, coz im definitely not prepared for that, but i got to defend on tuesday... hmm.. i wasnt sure if that was a good thing or not... but i believe in signs and good luck and what have yous and thankfully i passed... i wasnt really sure if i was ready because, tuesday isnt really far from monday... i mean what can i do in that short span of time... i have to prepare my speech, bind my book, prepare my clothes, arrange my boards, print my executive summary... i was seriously freaking out two hours before my defense... i was that scared and nervous. it was a good thing that my jury were good. but i got really scared when one of them was actually a WWF volunteer. hello!?!!? of all the luck.. and so he asked me all these questions about WWF - why the panda, whos the president, founding date... thank goodness i did my research... i was really scared and it showed in my voice and hands...

i would like to thank everyone who helped me, most especially jen, isaiah, and aissa... and to all those who watched, I LOVE YOU! haha.. i wouldnt have been as confident or as good as i was if i didnt see your face in that crowd.

no words can ever describe waht i felt before, during, and after my thesis defense. and no feeling can describe what i felt when i opened the paper containing my grade. my thesis proposal, World Wildlife Fund for Nature- Southeast Asian Headquarters, soared... (inside joke!) hehe...

to all my friends who already passed: yay! to you... you did it! im so proud of you!

to all my friends who are defending sometime this week or the next: you can do it! i believe in what you can do!